Problems with motivation?

Your problem is pushing yourself even when you don't feel like doing it. Look inside of yourself and ask God what your purpose is in your life. Find out what gift you have and it is usually something you are very good at and do just that. I can relate to how you feel and I get like that sometimes but you have to change your train of thought. Get up even when you don't feel like doing it and take a walk or something. It all starts with you. Only you can change your ways. If you don't you will never have anything.